i love you :)

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I obsess over 2 things

Dell Studio XPS 16

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280zx

IT'S ASSIGNMENT FEVER TIME BITCH!

I WILL CHANGE EVERYTHING!

When I see you, the World stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you

mahal kita x)

Selamat Hari Raya :)

I felt you near today when I watched our favorite movie all by myself.

And then I smiled today when I saw my favorite picture of us.

:)

i miss you

memory

this will be my last post

Memory, All alone in the moonlight . I can smile at the old days. I was happy then .I remember a time I knew what happiness was. Let the memory live again.

goodbye.

i'm not sure if i still holding this feeling. =)

i know i'm not perfect but blaming me for rarely spending my time with you? i think you need to think back for what i did for you. spending most of my time last month until last week with you until my car breakdown aren't good enough? i never complain about that and i even rarely spent my time with my family. lock myself in my room in front of my laptop just to spend my time with you even tho through chat for hours. i never complain about that. and i even skip from watching world cup WHICH held ONLY ONCE in 4 YEARS? cause for me spending my time with you is much worth it. and i never complain that. do you ever think back what i did for you and appreciate what i have done for you?

learn to respect =)

i don't feel like special

make me feel special

Sooner or Later

do it like Ronaldo!

dribble and bend it like Ronaldo.

i don't need another shit messing my life around. i'm not a thing. i'm not a toy that you can throw away and 10 mins later just by saying "i miss you" can fix everything and forgive as if nothing happen when it feels like a pain in the ass holeeeee motherfucker.



i ain't coming back.

happy 20th birthday mi love. ;)

i love you even if your height is not normal. haha =p

Inspiration

bend it like them.

when things weren't planned well enough

things just got into better shits!

UK Exhibition (yeah right)


p.s. hello ade hiraizat! i'm doing this for you. HAHAHA!

Happy Birthday Babah. =)

i wonder how does it feels like having close relation with our grandparents. i mean our father/mother guardians, not including our grandparents siblings. not i never had that close relation between grandparents and grandchild. but both of my grandparents from my father and mother side had left this world before i was even born and when i was only in early age. me myself never had any memories of my grandparents nor a picture of me being carried by my grandparents , hug and others. i feel sad and sometimes i felt evy looking at other people pictures with their grand. sometimes i felt like my heart is heavy and a knife is stab at my heart being knowing i dont have my grand by myside. to share fun and love. happy and sad. story of his/her lifetime and mine. and what is more fuckup i didn't have a memorable memories to be remember of them. only visiting their graves and only their names craved on the tomb. and when i read 'yassin' at their graves, tears shed down not because of the big lost but because of, i didn't have a chance to meet them and share something special. for me family are not consist only our parents and siblings but also our grandparents. that is what i call a perfect family. and so i have lost my other half of my life =) without people notice my lost. behind my every smile, laugh and joke there is always something.

the white starlight envelops the tears
the tears fall in the warm wind
do you feel it?
this trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way

i draw you on this white paper
the warm smile holds me
is this love?
even when i close my eyes, i see only you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

i'm walking in my memories with you
the tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
what should i do?
even in my dreams, i miss you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

please look at me, like the faraway stars
can't you be the one that's in my heart

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you



rawan hati ku eh. haha