The reason i live

2011-06-11T13:09:00.000+08:00

not bad

IT'S REVISION WEEK AND STRESS!

2011-04-25T01:19:00.000+08:00

2011-03-27T21:40:00.001+08:00

dream

2011-01-22T14:50:00.001+08:00

all i ever wanted was you

2010-12-17T15:18:00.000+08:00

i love you :)

my web design

2010-10-29T21:30:00.002+08:00

I obsess over 2 things

2010-10-16T00:07:00.003+08:00

Dell Studio XPS 16

280zx

2010-10-06T00:37:00.001+08:00

IT'S ASSIGNMENT FEVER TIME BITCH!

2010-09-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

I WILL CHANGE EVERYTHING!

2010-09-20T04:59:00.000+08:00

When I see you, the World stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you

mahal kita x)

2010-09-10T11:52:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya :)

2010-08-17T21:01:00.001+08:00

I felt you near today when I watched our favorite movie all by myself.

And then I smiled today when I saw my favorite picture of us.

2010-08-15T19:52:00.001+08:00

i miss you

memory

2010-06-30T02:24:00.004+08:00

this will be my last post

Memory, All alone in the moonlight . I can smile at the old days. I was happy then .I remember a time I knew what happiness was. Let the memory live again.

goodbye.

2010-06-22T04:26:00.000+08:00

i'm not sure if i still holding this feeling. =)

2010-06-20T00:58:00.002+08:00

i know i'm not perfect but blaming me for rarely spending my time with you? i think you need to think back for what i did for you. spending most of my time last month until last week with you until my car breakdown aren't good enough? i never complain about that and i even rarely spent my time with my family. lock myself in my room in front of my laptop just to spend my time with you even tho through chat for hours. i never complain about that. and i even skip from watching world cup WHICH held ONLY ONCE in 4 YEARS? cause for me spending my time with you is much worth it. and i never complain that. do you ever think back what i did for you and appreciate what i have done for you?

2010-06-17T01:30:00.001+08:00

learn to respect =)

2010-05-20T02:28:00.001+08:00

i don't feel like special

make me feel special

Sooner or Later

2010-05-15T15:27:00.002+08:00

do it like Ronaldo!

2010-05-07T02:24:00.002+08:00

dribble and bend it like Ronaldo.

2010-04-28T23:22:00.002+08:00

i don't need another shit messing my life around. i'm not a thing. i'm not a toy that you can throw away and 10 mins later just by saying "i miss you" can fix everything and forgive as if nothing happen when it feels like a pain in the ass holeeeee motherfucker.

i ain't coming back.

2010-04-11T02:36:00.002+08:00

happy 20th birthday mi love. ;)

i love you even if your height is not normal. haha =p

Inspiration

2010-02-18T02:18:00.002+08:00

bend it like them.

when things weren't planned well enough

2010-02-04T23:33:00.004+08:00

things just got into better shits!

UK Exhibition (yeah right)

p.s. hello ade hiraizat! i'm doing this for you. HAHAHA!

2010-01-14T03:12:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Babah. =)

2010-01-06T02:46:00.002+08:00

i wonder how does it feels like having close relation with our grandparents. i mean our father/mother guardians, not including our grandparents siblings. not i never had that close relation between grandparents and grandchild. but both of my grandparents from my father and mother side had left this world before i was even born and when i was only in early age. me myself never had any memories of my grandparents nor a picture of me being carried by my grandparents , hug and others. i feel sad and sometimes i felt evy looking at other people pictures with their grand. sometimes i felt like my heart is heavy and a knife is stab at my heart being knowing i dont have my grand by myside. to share fun and love. happy and sad. story of his/her lifetime and mine. and what is more fuckup i didn't have a memorable memories to be remember of them. only visiting their graves and only their names craved on the tomb. and when i read 'yassin' at their graves, tears shed down not because of the big lost but because of, i didn't have a chance to meet them and share something special. for me family are not consist only our parents and siblings but also our grandparents. that is what i call a perfect family. and so i have lost my other half of my life =) without people notice my lost. behind my every smile, laugh and joke there is always something.

2010-01-06T02:17:00.004+08:00

the white starlight envelops the tears
the tears fall in the warm wind
do you feel it?
this trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way

i draw you on this white paper
the warm smile holds me
is this love?
even when i close my eyes, i see only you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

i'm walking in my memories with you
the tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
what should i do?
even in my dreams, i miss you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

please look at me, like the faraway stars
can't you be the one that's in my heart

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

rawan hati ku eh. haha

2009-12-19T22:49:00.002+08:00

come back home. i miss you

2009-12-13T02:34:00.000+08:00

GIRLFRIEENDSZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!

hahhahaha

hey, babi-babi! :)

2009-09-21T02:16:00.000+08:00

you know, the feelings or the whatevs that i had for you is like watching fireworks.

It was fulled with sparks, lights , joys , happy , the whole lotta smiles and of course the giddy feelings.

The ' my heart is smiling very wide! ' The 'WOOOAAH' feelings.

The smile with twinkling eyes. Even without you trying hard. In fact, even without you knowing it.

Only the thing is, it lasted just for a couple moments or so. Just like that!

but yeah, that's an understatement.

I'll make it special for you : all of that stuck here in my head =)

hasil karya zulfa zafirah(with a lil bit 'touch up')

2009-08-29T01:28:00.000+08:00

Exam approaching

need to revise

Stress stress

one word

FUCK

2009-08-29T01:18:00.000+08:00

I'm just a victim of another game.

2009-08-14T00:09:00.000+08:00

saya akan mencuba sedaya upaya untuk tidak menjadi attention seeker.

lying more and more!

i don't know to which fact i should hate the most.
either for the fact you lied to me or the fact that i still can't stop thinking of you.

but one thing i know for sure is you STILL don't care.

hacked!

Deep inside

2009-08-04T17:39:00.000+08:00

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night, it's only right
To think about the girl you love and hold her tight

I can't see me lovin' nobody but you

you still wear it =)

2009-08-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

2009-07-31T22:46:00.000+08:00

LIAR.
absolutely, not surprising.

been hacked.lagi.HAHA

2009-07-18T21:35:00.000+08:00

this blog has been hacked :)

kau baie ade hiraizat! WAHAHA

.|. .|.

aku dan dia.

2009-07-02T12:54:00.000+08:00

nah fahhh. sini saja ku upload. puas? liat tiaaa. haha

p/s ; kau gila mar. aku suka =D

To someone special.

2009-06-29T13:13:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUR ADLEE HANAFI !!
makin tua kau sudah. jangan tah berakal. aku rindu kau yang dulu. lului lului tah =D

It’s your birthday time again;
It’s true;
there’s no denying,
Another year has come and gone

So for you, the birthday person,
Here’s what I want to say:
I hope this birthday’s the best one yet,
In every delightful way.

Instead of counting candles,
Or tallying the years,
Contemplate your blessings now,
As your birthday nears.

Consider special people
Who love you,
and who care,
And others who’ve enriched your life
Just by being there.
Think about the memories
Passing years can never mar,
Experiences great and small
That have made you who you are

I’m very glad I know you buddy.
I hope all of your wishes come true.
May each hour and minute be filled with delight,
And your birthday be perfect for you!

i love you dude! HAHA

and here are some of our pictures. although i knew you just last year dude but thanks for giving a blast memory. aku rindu kau. dari since aku meliat kau paling ganjil di skulah dgn rambut mohawk mu (a.k.a rambut kulup mu) then sepakat dengan azmil nyaya kau besurat dgn bazilah. geng 'ahakx 3x crew' tani with durang jiqah and zulfa, and hp ku baru inda sampai sebulan ku bali kau TEHUMBAN! inda apa tegisil ,nanti ku tuntut bela. then party dirumah mu shishaaa until midnight. inda apa aku dapat damam and tejumpa bauta(antu) di rumah mu. great experience tho. and dari moment tani 3 rapat (kau aku and adib) made a huge change in my life dude. both of you guys are like brothers to me. thanks because kamu advise aku and with azmil makin ceria life ku dengan kamu. either aku berubah or kamu changed but still kamu one of the best thing ever happened to me. and adlee baybehhh haha thanks lagii again and again kau banyak tulung aku. and i know problem ku ane annoyed kau sometimes haha. WELL AKU RINDU everything yaw! and MACI di kantin pun jua rindu kau ah! haha ia rindu tani inda membali nasi goreng nya lagi. cheers dude! karing ku kan meluah. hahaha

Special Treasure

kick 'em

2009-06-24T23:17:00.000+08:00

Nissan Datsun Z. HAMA HAMAAAA!! umaaa pun sia. old school abis! oooo pacii. jual tia kereta pacii Nissan z atu. kita ada sudah sebuah. behapa tah banyak-banyak atu. =D gilaa gilaaaa. kenapa kau nyaman and sexy kan!! ha! inda ku tahaaaannnnnn meliat kau ane. BEST (Y) !

camaro classic. (Y) buleh tahan.

CINTA MATI!

obsession

2009-05-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

currently obesess with this brand car.

apa ada BMW? =p becanda ajaaa. .

I'm in love

2009-05-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

i'm in love with classic car. *lick lick*

sexy !!*kiraii*

update?

2009-05-15T21:38:00.000+08:00

update inda? update inda ? inda update? hmm. .

hari-hari

2009-04-11T01:36:00.000+08:00

SIAL. get it? kima.

Today is l o v e.

2009-03-31T20:05:00.000+08:00

happy 3rd monthsary NYNA bau. =) sorry yea? but still im not satiesfied pasal atu. haha cari pasal.

i love you girlfriend.

(p/s picture semua ane bangaas sudah. inda beupdate. haha)

btw all this pictures were taken by ching jekizan, icha chaa and amer khan. thanks yaw. aku curi-curi picture ane. =D haha

another random post.

2009-02-24T01:14:00.000+08:00

nothing. just posting pictures.

kami smarterchild.

2009-01-30T21:16:00.000+08:00

well, this is a last minute plan. awal-awal adlee kan bawa kewywy but i said i have plan with my family kan kebandar. but then cancel. since my sis baie inda mau kebandar. so aku gtau adlee kemaie tah bejalan. then ia plan makan di jolibee saja. kami ngintai someone disana. haha. dasar. so aku text si adip jua. tapi sygnya perempuan kami intai atu nada. inda apa. nanti yaa. after that we went the most bangganess urang tutong. hua ho petani mall. HAHA. kemati. and macam biasa. . ada-ada saja kan begila dengan durang adlee, azmil and adip. here are some pictures of adlee with his semesxy ass. haha. lahib sul mu dle. banaaa banaaa~ hawooooooOO~

aksi adlee di hua ho. yadak yang inda berumpama. HAHA

azmil macam smarterchild. si adlee lului. inda berumpama. si adib hawoooOO sulnya. haha

largest pick in brunei. hahaa. palui.

random

2008-12-25T05:35:00.000+08:00

pictures can talk?

now this is how a picture for a memory looks like. *kiraii

if i not back again tomorrow. please post this picture as a memorial *alaa2 style hindu budda atu bah. kalau urg mati ada kan gambar kana gantungkan. HAHA

SCARAMOUCHE!

nightmare.

2008-12-17T04:30:00.000+08:00

memory of past that haunting me.

past that i can't runaway from.

Get out of my head!

she's like a blue sky. =)

2008-12-01T12:51:00.001+08:00

chantek=) (the blue sky, nice) p/s: nampak kamu bouta mcm tuyul rah air ah?

sabar. asam ia ane. but iloveyou =)

DEBUSH. scaramouche! P/S: IMISSYOU

HUSH!

pictures of you. and pictures of me.

2008-11-20T23:06:00.000+08:00

i love you baybeh.

2008-11-18T01:17:00.000+08:00

Taken without her notice. haha. sorry beh. =) liat sulnya kusyuk main dum. yakah? ngamkah? antam tia. janji kan sama bunyinya. =D iloveyou =) thanks for everything. and yeah i post your picture lagi. apa marah? tumbuk karang. haha. astee

31st December. kesukaanku. =)

ayu tagged gue.

2008-11-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

*jangan banyak tanya. BUGIL ku ne. HAHA.

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.

2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.

3. Post that picture with NO editing.

4. Post these instruction with your picture.

5. Tag 5 people to do this.

i tag:

NYNA BAYBEH

AFIE

ADIP SAITAN

ICHAA

ZULFA

friends till the end.

2008-11-09T14:26:00.000+08:00

i found this picture rah afie's blog. he still kept it. yaw dude. aku pun masih simpan semua picture lama tani ah. haha. picture tani bjubur pun ada. lol

AFIE

ane one of fav pic tani yg ku suka. haha. pasal yang lain semua cala sul ku. dude, forgive me what i've done in the past. and we are still not a bit or bit bit bittt change. HAHA. gay partner ku 247 until mati. HAHA. kurang kan minta belanja buii. kapih ku karang. =D(picture taken 2006 or 2007 which i'm not sure. taken before football match. dimana kami inda beruleh apa-apa ganya mua itam macam tambi)

DAUS

kepada daus burit. teman ku dari form 1 until now. thanks for supporting in everything. and aku rindu masakan mu. HAHA. JANGAN PERNAH BERUBAH BUT! (picture taken 2007-sci at BUTT msa antah. lupakan function apa sma tu. aku tau ikut sja. janji inda masuk class)

HANIF

Hanif teman ku juge dari form 1 until now. sorry dude tani jarang bersama(HAHA MAHN SOUNDS GAY!). subject mu atu bouta bah. manakan inda betamu. JANGAN TAH BERANTI BUI. SIAPA DANGAN KU BJUBUR DSKULAH? HAHA(picture taken 2007 - Gua Niah trip. dimana kami beruleh nada papa. bayar mahal tapi merasa disana dalam 3-4 jam saja. uleh ku kana taie burung. inda apa. bsyukur saja tia. and bini-bininya disana antah. sandi. iban. but okay. janji bini-bini. and masa balik baru ada another trip dari skulah lain yang dimana mantap mantapp baiee. kenapa tah kami malangg anee. HAHA. but inda apa. janji kana lambai leh bini-bini sana menjadi tah.)

p/s : i'll upload more picture. dont worry kwn ku yg bouta. haha. nda ku lupakan kamu.

Bloody Hell.

2008-10-31T17:30:00.000+08:00

its 12.20. i was going to sleep. yeah i know. inda sembahyang jumat. haha. diam sana. then my mom shout " BEEDARAH!!". zoom, tarus ku kebawah. darah sna sni di tangga. i saw my dad holding a towel at my nephew head. i asked what heppen. then my dad show blood all over my nephew head. damnn yaw. ia gugur ditangga and tkana basi jamuran. so aku check. yahhh. belubang kepala nya. nampak isi lagitu. nyiluu yaw. so kami rush ke hospital and ia received 2 stiches. nyilu ku mliat ah kulit kepalanya kana jait. haha. macam time besunat. lol.

nah here's some picture of his blood. haha. banyak yaw!! labat darahnya.

oh yeah. sandi sul ku tadi kehospital. alum lagi mandi tu. haha. sober.

love

2008-10-30T19:11:00.000+08:00

i'm done with these endeavors. but if this is real, it would feel so good.

i've looked for love in stranger places
but never found someonelike you
someone whose smile
makes me feel i've been holding back
and now there's nothing i can do

*cause this is real, and this is good
it warms the inside just like it should
but most of all
most of all, it's built it last
it's built to last.

all of our friends
saw from the start
so why didn't we believe it too?

now look,where we are
you're in my heart now
and there's no escaping it for you

*repeat

walking on the hills at night
with those fireworks and candlelight
you and i were made to get love right

*repeat

cause you are the sun in my universe
consider the best when we felt the worst
and most of all, most of all . . . . it's built to last

nice song. found it in kiki's blog. =) watch this baybeh.

ichaa chaak!

2008-10-25T23:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY chaa. .

sorry inda greet tadi. i don't have the chance to greet you tadi oh. anyway welcome to fucking 17 yang sial. =D trust me. 17 ain't sweet ;)

i'll wait.

2008-10-24T00:41:00.000+08:00

waiting for 2009. can't wait any longer. 2008 is my unlucky year. boutaaaa batahh. haha. ohh aku inda sabar menunggu hari keputeraan ku. HAHA.

wishList of what i want for nextyear::

1) entering U6
2)camera yang aku gigitann ituu.
3)CAKE COKLAT ICECREAM+HADIAH (haha peduli wah)
4)confess rah si dia. =D SI DIAAA (?? keke)
5)better life= love+girl = girlfriend. HAHA. apaan.

atu saja. inda banyak kan wishlist ku . haha. jangan tamaha. syukur tah 5 atu saja ku mau. wohoo. aku HIGH! palau ku inda betantu ku text ane.

oh my baybeh .

2008-10-18T01:58:00.001+08:00

ily si bau.

aku emo. lol

2008-10-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

With my head in my hands I sit and cry .
MUAMU!

p/s: kau penipu belacan. =D

singapore vacation part 2 (picture edition)

2008-09-27T00:10:00.000+08:00

ayahnda dan bonda ku. serasi banget! wahaa.

ayahnda ku modeling. lol.

iatah rasanya di LRT singapore ne. yahh pasar sulnya haha. lagi sandi rasanya mun kaling didalam. bauuuu kari! haha. sekali ku kana tu ahh. yg labih nya bni2 melayu and cina. =p sadappp. mantap. montok. wahaa.

trend singapore. girl- tight skninny jean. montok yohh. kau liat jubur nya bukan baju brown atu. ATU KAKAKU TU! HAHA YANG CINA ATU BAHHH. haha.. mantappp! plus lawaaaa bini2 cina atu.. ohhh. cute gila. haha.

and last. favourite picture ku. wahaa. bukan ku sengaja tu ahh. accidently. ia kima mutung jalan ku. msa tu aku kan gambar bni2 wearing short pants dpn ku. x ia plg nyampuk dapan ku. haha. so tegambar lahh. haha. paling bnyk ku liat bini2 nya pakai cani. gila, inda tahan iman. hahaha. eh kau liat banar2 tu. pattern spendetnya nampak. wahaa.

so atu ja picture aku ada. auuu urang belayar gambar banyak2 oh? aku inda, haha, mun pakai hp ku ngambar. buring jua tu . D.C mana ku bawa. . picture msa di KL lagi tia. satu pun nada. haha. auuu lps singapore ke KL lagi ku. kepisannnn. =D

holiday vacation

2008-09-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

oh yeah baby. baru ku balik ne yaw. waduhh. penat sih. tantu kamu heran kan aku nada online this lately? haha. aku belayarr mass. mau ku cerita cana trip ku sna?

bah becerita ku dulu ah=D. 1st trip ke miri depart disana. from miri to johore. auuu kami pakai airasiaaaa apa jua nda mampu pakai RBA =D. after landed sna. kami stop by ja. malas kan stay night sana. ada P. haha. mihir yaw. mun lawa putih nda jua apa. mau ku menyinggah pub atu. ane itam lagam! macam baruk mayas tah lagi. haha. then masalah pun melanda. NADA TRANSPORT! ke singapore. sial banar. haha. kan sejam labih kami cari transport yaw. last2 dapat tah jua. nasib jua kaling sana menulung carikan. so kami ikut kereta kijang cina ane nyebarang. haha. auuu cina kaling melayu smua ada. sabut ja apa kau mau. apaan. so second trip kami from johore to singapore. yaaaaahh punya jam sana. haha. payah kan masuk sempadan. mau dua jam kami lapas sana. strict gila sana ahh. becheck kereta apa. pulis nya bukan calang2 lagi yaw haha. bepistol. ijap jua rasa ku tu.silap2 ia menembak urg yg di wanted, aku plg ia tetimbak. haha.

udah sampai di singapore kannn. (auu becerita ku bahh) woahhhh, tamu makan, pakaian apa sana. banyak. macam dari ujung kaki ke kepala bah rasanya. macam lrt sulnya. haha, tapi ku liat sama sja barang2nnya. macam balik2. thennn. . ehhh malas ku becerita ehh. haha. macam buring jua. haha. naleh ku. bru jua balik. haha. bahh lau kamu mau aku cerita gitau ja. haha. aku sudi, =D

sunnah ade.

2008-09-18T04:58:00.001+08:00

i need your comment about this.

last two days i stayed late. until 3 am. i decided not to stay awake cause too sleepy oh. so i went to sleep. zzzzz. . i thought my family will wake me for sahur 4.30 iatahh. after that kannn(brunei style tah bana) BAGUN KU! yaaahhh punya silau ari. heran jua bah ku subuh2 silau. then i checked my watch. IT'S 6.30 in the morning laii! wayyyy passt from sahur yoh! PANIC ku PANIC! mana kann. karing leher ku masihh bakas khatam pagi atu. plus malam aku nda minum(ngak biasa). so kebawah ku. ku buka PETIAIS(haha) atas, ku simpan minuman kutak apple ku dsna kelmarinnya. tpi BAKU! BOUTA. x ku buka yang di bawah. air tawar ja ada. x mikir ku. minum nda air nda berasa ane. then i decided MINUM SJA TIAAA. and aku pun beniat.

"ya ALLAH, sahur ku yang ku telapas tadi aku ganti masa ane. AMIN."

minum setaguk dua taguk tiga taguk. then sambung tidur for 10 min before berangkat ke sekulah ku yang fukima. =D sah kah nda? puasa ku? ahh peduli ku. batal kah yaaa tatap jua ku puasa dengan niat yang ikhlas. HAHA

-END-

puasa. oh puasa.

2008-09-18T04:58:00.000+08:00

sesungguhnya aku sedang berpuasa.

barry manilow - can't smile without you.

2008-09-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

i dedicate this song to my bestfriends.

adlee
afie
daus
eqah<3
zulfa<3
adip
zqah sygku. =)
qy
azmil
aleeq gayboyku. haha

hope you like it.

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this is so true.

2008-09-04T21:53:00.000+08:00

Exists only sever lonesome and cruel reality.

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i miss you

2008-09-04T18:11:00.000+08:00

i miss you !! i really miss you !! please oh please come back. i need you more than ever.

NASI AYAM! imissyousomuch! oh nasi + sambal with fried chicken. woah! woah! you are so perfect. everytime i see you. you make my saliva melilih. HAHA. oh puasa. please let time pass like SNAP! i can't hold much longer. you are such a yummy whore! HAHA. i'll bite you after puasa. roarrr. squeek!

pusing? makanya belilah obat tolak angin.

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if my two bestfriends die.

2008-09-03T16:17:00.000+08:00

if you're dead so? dead lahh. haha . you can't bring dead people back to life mahnnn. haha. so why would i wasting my tears for you. =p joke.

if zulfa and eqah die. hmm. i would be alone again. do you know how it feel? remember how adlee left us. and we were so bored and lonely. silent fill around us. well that's what going to happen if you two bitch gone. i'll be alone at our usual place ps. and walk like single old playboy (lol) along the stair and to the canteen. no one. no ONE will listen to me whine about my problem. hit me. slap me. if i got angau disease. =') there will be no more picnic. haiyaaa.

i will run as fast as i can to reach you girls funeral, and dig out your corpse. and BURN it in HINDU style. HAHA. WTF? and your ashes i'll keep it like CHRISTIAN style. haha. asteee.

forget about that part. haha. and yeah i will cry for you guys cause i didn't have a chance to see KAMU KAWIN! HAHA and kamu baie. mati inda bagitau. Haha.

if i die. what would my two bestfriends do?

2008-09-03T16:09:00.000+08:00

you will laugh! haha. that's for sure.

fuck if you cry. fuck if you sad. be happy cause i'm leaving this cruel world. reality sucks. fantasy rock! remember me for the rest of your fucking life. remember me.

-END-

goodbye

2008-08-31T14:32:00.000+08:00

goodbye august. FUCK YOU!

question

2008-08-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

why do people say i don't deserve you or you don't deserve me, you deserve a better person than me? WTF mahnn! that is ridiculous. that is foolish thnking excuse. the question is, do you? willing to be with that person? am i right or not? decision is ours. so just do it.

apalahh.

ya iyaa ah

2008-08-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

haha after i read si eqah punya blog. bnr jua ahh about this fs thing. like yeah no matter how many friends you got in fs. but it doesn't mean you know all of them right mahn? maybe certain of them. maybe less than 50% yes? or 20%? haha. admit it. you look this person is fine and you add him/her up. and drop a comment like " thanks" or "thanks. hit me back. ahaks!" -_-" haha. after that? what? lost contact? haha. i, myself have over 1000 friends in fs. used to be lah before i deleted it. well i knew and identify WHO or WHICH person is on my friend list(i'm good at remembering people faces. HAHA) but that doesn't mean i know them. even them. when i ask " hey , remember me?" and then " hah ? who are you?" -_-" paloy. diri sendiri add tapi inda kenal. haha. inda jua sampai setaun lapas ia add. haha.

well i think this system is shit and crap. haha. sasak kuuuu . apalahh.

napa oh?

2008-08-26T17:37:00.000+08:00

why does 2008 feel likes bad luck oh?
i still didn't get eng o' lvl (this is the third time i'm taking, biasaaa mun knowledge oang puthehh ku tak seberapee~ haha) and even monthly test , the result is so horrible to look. eysehh labihh. and yang sandi, batahhhh ku nda bG* haha. tinggi nafsu ne. haha lului. malang malang.

OI 2009! datang tah kau eh. terajang tia 2008 ane. bouta! HAHA

p/s

2008-08-24T10:05:00.001+08:00

dia bukan pacar gue. HAHA.

she

2008-08-22T20:26:00.001+08:00

the closest person with walaupun far . you are still my indon myr. HAHA. sorry myr, i couldn't find your picture in this latop so i just took at fs ajee. too sexy =p close it mahnnn. HAHA. i love you noramyra =D kau bau taie!

p/s : she is not what you think ok?? but she is my property. lol. apaann. confused kamu? haha.

hallo

2008-08-20T00:26:00.000+08:00

hello goodmorning. =D haha. buang tabiat

result coming out

2008-08-18T00:16:00.000+08:00

bedebak debak jantung kuu. ohoii. result coming soon. can't wait mahnn. but at the same time feeling shaking babe. shake shake shake it. . -_-"

well hope i get credit this time. amin kan yawww! english yang penting. yang lain inda ku ingau. =D

ohoi

2008-08-15T12:16:00.000+08:00

ohoi.

morning.

do you know what? i just realize my picture yang bawah profile aah. kening kiri ku terangkat yaw~ if you smell L L L L L ! ok, that is lame. laaaaameee. =D

tomorrow is my last exam. yeahh yeahhh! and june result coming out. i don't care if i still don't get credit in combine sci or maths (baie bouta payah + i'm not into this things, it is fun studying this subjects but i got weakness in some part. which is always common out in exam. cana kan pass. haha) but i benar benarennnnnn want to get credit in english. damnn mahnnnn! i could not stand another moment with my english teacher. haha. mudahan tah dapat english. and get out from her class. =D AMINNN yaw!

news at 11.31pm

2008-08-13T23:30:00.000+08:00

for your information, i deleted my friendster becauuuuseeee perkara-perkara yang sial cilabaie kima mandau bouta manjur saitan iblis. nahhhh mntl banar dah ku tu. HAHA. so i'll see you guys in manaa ahh? sini saja lah. =) thanks. oh to hayul hafizah and nora myra. thanks alot. yeah THANKS ALOTTT!! for making my life more fucking useless. =)

it's true love is pain. haha. andang jua bah. eh cuba kamu rasa apa ku rasa lahh. kamu jarih kana sakiti in love. not once not twice. but sampai x eh bepuluh. jangan heran. aku andangnya. haha. nda sakit kah tu? saaakitttt, haha. bah atu ja dlu. malas ku cerita lebih lanjut.

when gossip girls meet gossip boy

2008-08-10T12:55:00.000+08:00

beg aku , zulfa, eqah.

maka bertukarlah menjadi. ultraa gossip she male. HAHA! well these girls are zulfa and eqah. teman baik gue since f.1 until now. gossip gossip gossip. iatah pemandaiannya tu. haha. after allahyirham adlee pergi. haha astaaapelajimm. durang tah sja dgn ku bgila, ps. kami the loudest. used to be ada adlee dgn kami. since ia beranti. si azmil tah subtitute nya, haha. nda kurang jua. sama lului.

out. blank ku. oh yeah. partnerincrime ku. si qyriahh. aku rindu share cerita dgn kau. kau tah sorang-sorangnya kawan ku yang bari GREAT expression, iatah buat aku semangat becerita tu. haha. zulfa kinda ok. buleh lah. keep it up. haha. eqah berangin! kajap high kajap low macam urang kurang sja. =p haha. F*ck you bitch! haha.

when you gone.

2008-08-10T12:41:00.000+08:00

from my previous post. ada pic kami tiga jomblo kn? iatah kan ku kenal kn kamu. from the right corner. wearing tight shirt and tight black pant. ( seluar betingkai nampak setukin - trendnya) he is aaaaaaaaaa . . adip faiz! si botak gundul skinhead. haha. "aste aste asteee, skodong, *speaking too fast until lidah bekulut" iatah si adip tu , trend "haantaappppzzZ" nya. haha

and the middle. . wearing L size shirt(antam) and wearing black jean ( not school uniform). he is aaaaaaaaaaaaa adleee! n*r adlee! haha. rambut pacak spikey. (trendnya). " yaaa saiitannnn~ , yaaaadaaaakkk~ manjorrrrr~" haha.

and the left, of course saya. aaaaaaa adeee.

we're the triple A jomblo. haha apaan. kalau 3 utak ane betamu. mashaALLAH! macam saitannn. kalah iblis. haha. nda sah nda ngucap barang yang macam ganjil dapan mata durang. se utak segila. mati matii. but since si adlee beranti (kima punya anak!) haha, makin sunyi lah kami. terutamanya akuu .si adip sibuk dgn gf nya, haha aku sorang tah menjomblo dskulah. melancapp sja krja. lol.

p/s ilove you dlee. haha. i miss you dude. terutamanya susu mu. the nippless. haha.

jomblo.

2008-08-10T12:34:00.000+08:00

saat manis. sweet moment tetapi ternyata bebauuu! haha. ahaks3x eh! manyirrr manyir. kami lah jomblo. HAHA oh yes we are.

every day, life getting complicated.

2008-08-10T01:55:00.000+08:00

From my recent post, i'm over it. done. haha. i can fade that feeling. but yang buat complicated ane aku still adore si A and si E. you know who. haha but i know who i am and limtation(taie, haha). and i know i will never be with them. =D ceramin bah mua atuu. lol. so left with si double H,i want to moveon with her. well i knew her a couple of month sudah. i kinda like her. like so much. haha. cause sama panat wah and open. not open kuning atu. nda masuk tu dlm utaknya. haha. kana tampar ada. and i did propose her but she said not yet. cause she is having her exam soon and i know having relationship time exam can affect your result(pengalaman, =D ) so i understand her and she said just waiting for the right moment. i'll wait if aku mampuuu and inda GATAL! haha. now kami jarang contact, bkn lagi jarang, nada wah. haa since ia qua.exam so it's ok. but sometimes ragu-ragu jua ku ia ane. comment di fs nya atu wah buat aku ggtan. damn you guys! HAHA. start tia timbul macam-macam question dlm utak ku yang serba inda berapa =D like errr " ia ane serious kah nda sama aku? does she really like me for real?" haha come onn liat bh aku. bknnya hencem kh apa. =) kesian ohh. plus kan sama bini-bini lawa. yaah, makbul kah tu? lol. tpi kan oh, distance relation ane buat ku rasa baie wah. haha . payah wah kan check ia bhpa kn? susah banget. well aku stop sini dulu. naleh ku becerita. =D bawah tu iatah pic si double H dgn sign nya utk aku. haha

=) pilipino pilipino!

what is wrong with me?

2008-08-06T23:24:00.000+08:00

mahnn! something is not right today. I felt like awkward tadi. I think i'm not like me ohh. is it becauseof her? since she 'pop' out again in my stupid life? terkenang ku yoh cerita ku dgn ia. haha. eh eh i want to ask kamu , do you feel awkward or uncomfartable when this person you used to have alaa alaa feeling (fling fling kah nya urg? natah eh. macam couple tpi bukan couple, macam teman tapi mesra lah. haha), then with certain reason , kamu lost contact. after you have lupakan ia lah aa. . like betaun rasanya (labih, sedangkan setangah taun saja , haha) like blank sudah rasa rah ia. suddenly ia walk to your class and one school with you! (before ia skulah tampat lain la). macamm kusut utak lehnya. macamm apa lg, bepikir waah like question, what the heck is she doing here? haha. and feeling yang fade atu datang balik. not like 100% laa, kabur-kabur masih. iatah apa rasa kamu tu? inda menantu? confused? uncomfortable? kan melancap? lol. nada deh. iatah rasa ku td tu. give me your opinion through comment.

for your information, suppose to be i post this post( apaan? haha) yesterday masa ia pindah keskulah ku. but since aku malas + tired pasal test malas lah ku. tidooooo! bah atu sja dulu. nanti lagi aku post pasal hidup ku yang pukima ane if i got something interesting. askum. =)

masa melawat ke i sexy (icc)

2008-08-03T13:35:00.000+08:00

emo eh sulnya pki tie. wahaaa. bauu! i feel so emo. lol

buang boring

2008-08-03T12:50:00.001+08:00

iatah ku buat ne time masa nda kan dibuat. boring. mengedit pic. haha . ok? if not comment tia. lol. oh yeah kalau kamu mau ku edit, gtau ja. ayte. bida pakah nda ku pduli tu. =D

napa yaa ah

2008-07-30T15:43:00.000+08:00

sepatutnya kan aku upload picture smlm. x nda jd. pasal aku malasss and letih. haha. apa ah. . napa ya ah ari ane lain semacam ja. sajuk rasanya. tanda-tanda kan mati x. haha. naaa, aku keburingan nda bejalan sehari ane., haha. boring eh. esuk-esuk tah ku upload kalau ku rajin, bah jubur mu itam pada yang memview. =D ok im off. mencari pasangan hidup ku. hahaha. manyir.

busy kemati

2008-07-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

ya maulaa. baru pernah ku alami kesibukan yang memudaratkan. haha. bouta banaa. bnyk kerja ku ari ane eh. haishh. nasib jua nda bljr td. boring laae melawat ah. inda mempersona. eh eh. anu bah. yang baju pink and kain pink ah, dari skulah manakan tu?lawa liaw bini2 td ah soran atu. haishh. masa kawannya sibuk gambar ia, so i took the chance curi2 gambar ia. but spoil lah. talur bah hp ku ane. lambat zoom. plus ada lg anak celaka dri soas lalu lintas memblock view. cuba ku sumpahh! nahh meliat pulang bini-bini atu rah aku. Ketahuann yaww! aku gmbr ia. haha. lari ku betapuk belakang kawanku. shit! haha. tapi yang rugi nya aku nda sampat gambar. haishh.

oh yeah sambil-sambil atu aku took picture di pameran. dgn model murahan ku tarus. haha. well, nanti tah kamu liat. i'll upload it esuk. ayt! till here. becerita aku aaa. haha.

adlee bauuu! aku rindu kau yadak! haha.

=)

2008-07-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

im just posting laee. currenly melayan complaining dri si cuny about a perv dangdut askar. haha. antah eh. tpi siuk lah melayan ia complaining. inda boringgg yaww. setia ku melayan ia ne. haha. hannntappp~

oh yeah cuny you're the best chitchat friend ever. nda jemuu ku liauu. ily kawan! =)

aku stress kerna mu HW!

2008-07-27T23:27:00.000+08:00

ok ok. some people say blogging can get your stress out from your stupid head. so why don't give a try?. hajat ku kann kan complaining hw ku saitann anee! ya habibi stress ku laee. dri pkl 5 labih until now yaw alum siap. bm and eng. yaaahhhh. naleh ku menaip ee. bek ku taip pasal idup ku yang masang ane. laalaa. oh yeah esuk melawat ke icc! yeahh! ada reason nda siapkn hw tpi besalah jua rasanya nda ngantar. ahhh pdulii. behapa rajin. ia juanya dpt U. haha. masuk ubd ku nee. =D

The reason

2008-07-27T09:12:00.000+08:00

So I made up my mind. Rather than doing nothing, better for me to start blogging about my fucking life. Selamat menjamu blog ku.

This is the reason I live. =)

Baauuuuu! haha